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Mid-term!!!!! Assignment!!!! Drama practice!!!! Event committee!!!! This trimester i'm gonna busy like hell!!!!!!!!

STAND BY ME

OMG sun~ Is it going home is a mistake?? Is a sin?? Nobody understand me.. Nobody understand me why i always said i want go back home.. You all don't understand me if i don't go back.. Fine~ I myself can don't need go back.. Sometimes... If i am not going back, what i gonna to do at here?? Facing the laptop from morning to night?? Or have a sleep for unknown hours?? If i going back, i will feel more comfortable.. I can talk many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyy things with my family especially my sister.. I can talk many things that i can't talk pr share with friends ( sometimes my interest not same with friends and they couldn't understand me well ). Go back i can totally be myself.. How i wanna speak, how i wanna said the dirty words, how i wanna act maybe act like a underage child and etc... All these things impossible i can do in front of my friends.. So go back make me feel not too boring although every week go back is kinda a troublesome matter for you all.. But for me, is a thing i always await every last day of my class in a week..

And also one thing, if i am going back, my mum will nagging at me.. I also wondering why she will do so... I try to stand by her side think the reason, maybe she not 100% feel relieved when i am not around her.. Since small, i always get sick.. A weak girl although my size didn't look like.. She always at my side to prevent the chance my asma come to "visit" me.. Last time i said to my mum i don't want to go back then my mum get a big reaction ask me why?? She said you didn't have any exam at weekend why don't want go back... Actually she don't want stay at here, doing nothing and hanging out instead of go back accompany my family and don't want me to eat outside frequently and eat her dishes... 

I know that're all a heart, a passion toward her child.. As a mother... I also give my parents to decide what the time they can fetch my come back here.. I try not to disturb their plans or what, or don't want to inconvenience them,,, That's the thing i can do for my parents as the eldest children.. I try to think by their side... Not to give them any inconvenience matter... 

Many of my friends don't understand about the concept " going home ".. Going home not just only go home see family then relax in own room.. Enjoy your whole world... Going home not only for us but is for our parents... As you can see many of the festival commersial, many of the parents want their children to come back home.. Actually they just wanna your accompany, talk to them, share something with them..

Ok, it's fine that you can say me, I am not independent enough.. Yes.. I can said that i will not independent sometimes.. I admit that i am not a good person who can take care well of myself...

So please~~~ Please stand at my side once and think my situation.. Not everyone will have same situation with you... And don't just SIMPLY ask others person SACRIFICE!!! Not everything can be sacrifice... 

So, STAND BY ME~~~

Twitter, I love you ^^

Recently, not recently, about two months already i had opened a twitter account. I would have it cause I found super junior's member Dong Hae got a twitter account one day so i just opened it for fun. After few weeks later, my idol, 3 members of TVXQ, JYJ also opened the account. So i got excited and followed all of them indeed to get close with them. I can get fews info or their lifestyle or what are they doing recently through their tweets. Sometimes i also replied their tweets XD Hopefully one day i will get reply from one of them. Maybe u will think I am daydreaming. I tell u here. It maybe will come true cause one of them, Junsu had already replied fews tweets from the fans. (These people are damn so lucky. If i was them, i will go buy toto or 4D sure can win. HaHa) This is the first time I feel close with the celebrity ^^ As my twitter's friend said, FB is chatting or get contact with friends, twitter is for the celebrity. I agreed!! Recently the trending in twitter base on JYJ are Micky Christmas(got the video^^), YJMKMF08, Oh My god sun(this is junsu's bad english and he likes to said it) and etc. They also uploaded many photo of their pets, friends, some small thing in their life or themselves. So i found this is interesting ^^ Their account's name are @mjjeje is jaejoong's, @6002theMicky is obviously Yoochun's and the last one is @0101xiahtic is Junsu's. The meaning for mjjeje is Micky,Junsu and Jeje(means jaejoong(JJ)), while 6002 means by yoochunie. It sound similar for yoochunnie if u read it in korean language and last one is 0101xiahtic means junsu's bday and the tittle song wrote by himself.

If u got an account of twitter, u may follow them (if u like be a stalker like me. Hehe^^).  And if u dislike this kinda of things, i would like to say sorry, u can ignore this post. I just wanna share my excited feeling through here. Hope u don't mind ^^ Here are their latest twitter profile picture =)

this is Jaejoong ^^

this is Micky, Yoochun ^^

and this is Junsu ^^

東方神起(DBSK) - Picture of You 【PV】

No matter what... Friends who apart will come together in one day..

Always keep this belief.... One day, friends will enjoy the sunset together...

And laugh together......

Think about yourself first

Like to take care of others people

Enjoy to when take care of a person 

Will worry about a person

But...

Since when I forget to take care of myself

Since when I forget to worry of myself

Do you know that..

Actually you are not well in take care of yourself

Don't always just care about others people 

Don't always try to listen others people's vexation

Take some time to care about yourself

Take some time to more understand yourself

Understand what you want actually

Before you want take care of a person

Please take care well of yourself first

Just like a word said: " Before you love somebody, please love yourself first ".

一个 · 绣娴

请多多体谅我吧。。。

朋友，你们对我来说都非常的重要。我都不想要忽略哪一方，所以我尽我的能力了。
很抱歉我没有完全达成你们的所有要求，因为我也必须尽力去达成另一方的要求。我只有一个我，只能在同一时间去达成其中一方的要求。
我也多希望我能像孙悟空那样能分出很多身，去完成你们的要求。
不是我有了另一方就忘了或是不要你们了。不是！！你们别误会。
我会尽量去达成你们同一时间给我的要求。不过有时我还是会从中取舍，那也是我不想要的。
哎呀，说得好像我包二奶那样。。哈哈~

最后，还是要说“请多多包涵”。

Don't Say Goodbye

Don't say goodbye。。。
你真的能叫他don't say goodbye to you吗？不能。。

离别，对每个人都不会陌生。因为它，紧随着我们的脚步走。你走得越远，它越靠近你。

离别，可能是短暂的，也可能是长久的。。不管哪个，都会带来一定的伤痕。伤痕是你成长中的痕迹。所以，

“离别，它让我成长，让我更成熟。它让我更加懂得如何去珍惜与你共享的每个美好回忆，更加懂得你的好。。。”

不过，我真的真的可以不要你对我说goodbye吗？真的可以吗？我不想过你对我说goodbye后的日子，更不想要没有你在身旁的日子。。

离别，只能让我去珍惜你和我的所有。但是它不能带给我成长，成熟。

离别，它只会增加我对你的思念，只会从我对你的思念中得到痛苦。

对着电脑，看着我们的合照

对着日记，看着我们的点点滴滴

对着手机，看着你的久电话号码

对着朋友，看见你的微笑

为何我不能阻止你对我说goodbye？为何我不能自私一点，让你永远陪在我身边？为何我不能阻止你那渐渐离我而去的身影？

Don't say goodbye

I really don't want to let go of your hands

I can hear your heart telling me

I can hear your heart

You still just want me

You can't hide it

You can't lie

Don't say goodbye

You are the only one for me

As if nothing has happened if today passes

Let's not let go of each other and we will make it through

Cause you are my everything to me

~~Cause You Are My EVERYTHING To Me~~