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The angelic sound and a nice beautiful rhythm...

一颗累了的心

好想有个自由的灵魂
好想让内心的灵魂走出来
走出那不快乐的身躯
自由不知觉在血流中奔放
想奔放到另一境界

好想让自己的灵魂在空中飞
在那无限的蔚蓝空中
望着各角落的自由灵魂

祈祷自由自在的降临

让充满热血的灵魂得到

真正的归宿感。。。

I have a fighting spirit in my blood
Flowing all over my body
The spirit, please give me more strength
To fight against my fear
Let the spirit
Be my guide of my future life...

谁来保护我？？？ 只能自己保护自己~~

像头牛的我，今天要病了。。全身有点无力，有点痛，有点累。。还是装作坚强，装作没事，是自己骄傲，是笨蛋，还是倔强的性格？？不懂。。没力的我，只想要个依靠，一个肩膀。。一个保护~

像头牛的我，都喜欢保护同性的朋友。作风像男生？？或许吧。。孤独的男生失落时谁来保护他？？自己保护自己~~ 有什么难处，吞进肚子里。。很累很累时，是否有个肩膀？？只能躺在床上靠着枕头。。

像头牛的我，渐渐得发现这一年里自己的保护心太强了。是不是因为曾经受过伤害还是fighting spirit in my blood正在流动着？？有时会羡慕其他人有肩膀依靠，不管依靠的是异性还是同性的，都好。。

像头牛的我，需要大自然的保护，地球的保护才能继续为人类耕田。。

金牛座的女生，你的肩膀呢？？

我们的爱

爱其实很美，可以很伟大。很久很久以前，女娲造人时就已经创造了爱。她希望人类相亲相爱，让这个世界充满了爱。爱情力量最为伟大。她让很多很多人为她痴狂，为她舍命。古人常说：“问世间情为何物？”很多人都为她困扰。。

也有一句：“世上最遥远的距离不是生离死别，而是站在对方面前，他永远不知道有个人爱着他。”他永远都不会知道。。。。。这是最痛，最痛，最痛的。。

为爱痴狂，为爱牺牲。。被最爱的伤害，是一个永远不会痊愈的伤疤。它会永远在你的心。。。。

爱一个人是不求回报。不强求他会回报你的爱，不强求他会对你好点。只求站在一旁默默地看着他，默默地为他牺牲。。。。。。。。。这一切已是足够了。。。。。。。

要找到一个他爱你，可你又爱他的人不简单，所以不要放弃去爱他/她。她是独一无二。老天爷给你们这个缘分，让你们相遇、相爱。好好去珍惜你的他/她。。

“有时失去爱情并不是因为命运残酷、坎坷，而是我们不够坚强。 难关未到，就已选择投降，选择逃避。宁愿做个缩头乌龟。。。。”

一首歌勾起了一个女孩对爱观点。。。

3rd National Aikido Seminar ( Grand Dinner )

It was a week pass already. That night had become memory for all committees involved in this big event. All people were very happy although it was tired. At 1st we worried sensei will not satistify with this event because many programme had to cancel due late for started the dinner. But all our worry were dissapeared when we saw all sensei and participants were enjoyed in this dinner. Those who had performance at that night wore beautiful and look smart. They really talented. Now all past already. We only can rememorise through photograph. All the photo were being uploaded in facebook. Accidently i saw one beautiful girl among these photo. She is really pretty.

Me just for this event went to buy a dress. Luckily the dress was not so expensive. With that dress, it gave me a little bit of confidence at that night. If not i will not happy at that night.Thank to my dress :) At that night my friend and i quite busy even had a dinner also rushing. However we enjoyed that night programme. Surprise~

This seminar is consider successful. Hope next seminar will be more exciting and happening. I wish i wont be secretary again and be another division committee. It was tiring............ Gambateh !!!! To the next seminar director..

The Great Power, The Great Responsibility

"The great power you have, the greater the responsibility you have"...
This word just suddenly pop out of my mind when I was washing my clothes after the aikido training. This phase I got it from a great action movie, it is Spiderman!! I don't remember which part was it.. Either in part 1 or 2. In movie, Peter Parker's uncle said it to Peter. His uncle said it to him just want to remember him that he must took the responsibility if he has a power to do one thing. Just like telling him, if he has a great superpower, he has the responsibility to protect other people and his family.


Same thing happen today, I feel that me as an assistant secrectary of the event of Aikido seminar has a responsibility to do something to let the event can smoothly orginised. Maybe I am not the one who has most work to do but I can feel the responsible. I don't know some people will feel his/her responsibility or not but I really hope that they can be more responsible to settle all things as soon as possible. Don't simply hege-hege. Please settle it faster. Maybe I have no right to crictic other people. Forgive me. I cannot withstand with their working style.


So tired now... So so tired.. From morning I don't have time to have a rest. All the afternoon time are spended to book the venue for seminar. It took a long time. All that stupid people do work like...... I really don't know how I can describe it. Like that one lor..


Many things happen today. Very tired now. I want go to sleep after blogging.. If my mum know I sleep at 4am, she will scolding me. Luckily she won't know. Haha.. All people sleep already.. Good night to all my beloved friends and family. Have a nice dream~


 
                                                                                                              From Sky...
                                                                                                              22 October 2009, Thursday
                                                                                                              03:58am

Classical Music

Now I am really a free flying bird
Sitting in front of the PC
The rhythm of the classical music
Make me feel more lighter
Alone in a big house
This feeling T ever had before
I can only heard my breathing and the music now
Only in this moment
The music really make me more like her
The rhythm, the spirit, the emotion of  music


Now I am really a free flying bird
I think the music give me all these
Suddenly feel like I already fell in love with her
Dance with her
I haven't learn music before
But don't know why I will like her very much
Maybe because of she can make me feel like I am a bird
Flying in the sky
The blue and full of love sky




I close my eyes
Let my spirit suit the rhythm
Up and down
Down and up
Excited and sad
Just like in the sky
Listen to the classical music like watching a great movie
Feel like I am just in the story
Full of love.....